我累了
我真的累了
无论是在学业上，
朋友的关系上
我都累了
我好想找个出口， 让我结束着一切的一切。
有时后， 我只想找一个能静静听我说我有多么俞快，
有多么伤心，
有多么闷的人
难道，这也是一件非常困难的事吗？
听我念一下会死吗？
我不是机器人，
我有自己的看法，想法。
你凭什么要我每次都听你的？
你可以不要这么任性吗？
难道世界上只能有你一个人开心，
伤心
难过吗？
我活在这世上的原应不是应为你！！
所以，不要把我当你佣人看待，
有时你心情好才跟我说话，
心情不好就把我当你的出气筒。
爽的时候，当你从我身上得的道好处才理会我。
要不，就把我当影形人看待，即使我怎样跟你说话还是把它当耳边风。
我受够了！！！
我以无法再忍受了。
我无法接受你，
你都不需要我，
在你身边，有着么多好朋友，少一个又和何防呢？

Harlo ^^
back to blog XD
todae very tired X(
got core team this afternoon at 4:30 at bp
then i left early at around 6:10 for my piano lesson
when piano lesson starts
piano teacher teach about the semi-tone
not really understand it T.T
especially when it come to when i need to read the notes T.T
i am really struck at the notes man!
then after the theroy, got pratical lesson
the teacher ask me to play the song i had learnt last week, but i just couldn't get it right :'(
then the teacher was like very pissed off...
so sad,
must really choing liao ^^
for my studies,
for kog,
for my piano,
and
hahaha
Jia you ba!
never say die!
shuai qi cum ke ai de aijia !
JIA YOU!!!
WOOT!!!!
LOL....

转眼间，以经过了三个月
时间就这样流失 跟不上脚步
有时候，
真希望没有时针分，针秒针
还有齿轮转动声
心理有太多太多不知道会不会有答案的问题
只好让自己困在属于自己的空间， 气氛中
我选择不去看世界，不去听别人所批评的事。
应为真的有太多太多让我分心的事。
我发现如果太在意
越想隐瞒，
越显得我过于在意那件事
我想用我自己的节奏身活
有时候
我只想为我自己身活
不想管周边的事物
在看我笑话的人太多
我只能沉默
我无法做些什么
从没感觉到我的存在的人
就继续忽略吧
因为有一天，我会占满你的身活
想摆脱也摆脱不了
等着
就应为这样，
我一定会好好过的，
为了这天的到来
我一定会坚持，
再坚持
多一点
我就能了
我不会放齐的!
你们等着！！

好忙啊
完全没有时间让我透气
我几时才能停下脚步呢？

有时候，
真的觉得好累，
好辛苦。

可是，我知道时间不会应我而停下
地球还是会不停的转动

及使没有我，我想大家还是会一样的在过着他们的身活
真希望
能有一个角落让我好好一个人在哪停下脚步
想想过去，
现在
和
未来的我，
会是如何的。。。

Haha
Yesterday out-reaching at lot 1
first time do bridge diagram
very very nervous!!!
then after out-reaching i got shepherding
the teaching yesterday is about joy ^^
there's a different between happiness and joy
happiness is for a short period of time
BUT
joy is for eternal ^^
then after shepherding jes and i went to the supermarket to buy ingredients for cookies =]
we bought egg, flour, sugar
then when we start making
the dought was like very sticky,
not like the kind that you make cookies [which should be not so sticky]
then jes mum come back from work[i think]
we ask her for help ^^
then she sae make cookies should not add egg T.T
but
we manage to save the dought by making it into a cake XP[aren't both of us pro?]
everything ends at around 7p.m
then i gotta go home
she jes gave me the whole cake!!!
i happily take the cake home ^^
BTW
THANKEW MY SHEPHERD, JES FOR THE CAKE
I EAT ALOT SO DON'T WORRY ^^
praying hard that the mcg will be a fruitful and sucessful one!!!
2o by end march [24th march]
JIA YOU!!!
CHOING AR!!!

sian T.T
rotting at home
nothing to do
don't wanna do homework,
so lazy

watching "Summer X Summer"
at youtube now,
T.T
only got one episode,
what to do after this?
btw,
anyone got show to recommand?

my walkman spoiled!
that means no music!
this is killing me man!
how can this happen to me?!
MY WALKMAN!!!
T.T

Rotting at home >.

Harlo. back to blog ^^ I just love the songs i put haha =] esp no. 15 =) duno why leh
todae felt so left out during chinese lesson
i was like sitting beside her and she ignored me!
she juz kept on talking to another person T.T
why is she so bias?
BUT
i must thankew my shepherd,
Jes
she told me that i should not be discourage,
God is always by my side
juz think of the blessing God blessed me and you will feel better ^^
i just felt so secure whenever i am with my shepherd!
so excited about tomorrow,
SOW event !
'Splashing'
hope that it will be a sucessful de!
then got alot of responsive people!
God,
FNWC2 will have
20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 people coming for eu
by end march!
Jia you!!

erm, there will always be a song on top whenever i post because, erm, i couldn't get into the page to post T.T then i will use imeem de, which need a song before i can post anything.

The song will be according to my mood ba, i think so ^^
So, just ignore the song ba, listen when you are in the mood =]

todae, i was like quite gloomy[did i get the spelling correct?]
then everything was like went wrong for me T.T
But luckily, during the chinese lesson, my mood got better ^^
i so excited about tomorrow !!
i'll be leading games for caregroup ^^ !!
but i still haven't think of any games =.=
then tomorrow also got science pratical test,
oh my gosh~~
i haven't even start on my english compo!!
i haven't revise for my science!!
uh-oh!!
Die die !!!

By The Way!
There's going to be a REAL FUN activity called 'SPLASH' on friday 9th march, 3 p.m or 3.30p.m at choa chu kang park!!
those who wanna come please tell me or tag me on the tagboard to let me know!!
Thankew ~~

I love my shepherd!
Jes!!
She's tall and so gets along with everyone =]
I can tell you,
She's the best sherpherd on earth [at least to me =D]
She is so caring,
you know why?
when i am not feeling well, she brought herbals tea for me =D
Although it's bitter, but i felt so love by her =D
She's always be there when i meet problem
I felt so bless with her,
it's like a really a gift from heaven to me XD
I love euu !!
Shepherd!!
And please stop growing taller T.T