todae got art exam T.T
ytd choing like siao, didn't get to slp ytd,
then now feeling sick and tired.
mon get back all the paper results
hope that i didn't fail XP
totally no confidence in the english. science, lit, home econ paper.
feeling real sick
stop posting le,
bye

haix.
so mani things happen nowadaes
but why do they happen now?
i mean it's the examination period.
haix,
why can't things be as simple as they seems to be?
why must they complicate it?
why must the magnify on the problem.
although i told choon han that i won't be sad,
but i can help to be sad,
it's like whenever i recall that incidence
i will feel so.
so tired and sick,
i can't help but let my tears flow out,
i din't mean to.
i tried controling my tears but it just flow out uncontrollably
maybe it's just a matter of time for me to get use to it
although they sae that there'll always be a rainbow after the rain. but now,
i doubt it.
some people sae that oneday the problem will be solve,
but when is that dae coming?
some people even sae they understand my feelings
AS IF
how can they understand how i feel when they didn't even have this situation before?
a bunch of hypothesis people
i felt like there's tons and tons of rocks on my shoulders.
when am i able to get rid of them?
>

todae english paper!!
beri beri difficult sia!!
but i know that God will surely bless me de! no matter wat's the end result. i know that i had already given my best, so i won't be sad or discourage.
todae no shepherd meet. T.T
Jes shepherd is sick,
pray hard that she'll recover soon ^^
jia you!
never give up easily ^^
listening to s.h.e zhong guo hua while typing this post.
the song is like so cool.
it's so fast, then their wording are still very clear.
if i can speak so fast and so clear.
i am tired beat.
later at night still got piano lesson,
last week i did a beri bad job,
haiz.
why i didn't put in effort?
ytd got a hair cut.
cut till shoulder lenght. then the hair got a little curl
my haiz is like very very dry.
so not nice sia.
18 by end may ^^
4 for me !!
catherine,
i wanna tell you,
never give up easily.
perserve and you'll see the fruits.
valerie,
i don't know if you're gotta read this,
but i want to tell you,
really
give your best.
don't keep saying that your mum dun allow,
but did you really give your best to come?
did you give your 100% ?
it's not me who will help you account to Him
but is you yourself.
Okays.
it's your own decision
i dun know what's in your heart,
and i can't control your mind.
But,
i really hope to see you coming.
God knows if you really did your best.
that's what i wanna tell you
.
me, valerie, catherine + 1 visitor. [retained new-B]
by end may!
and it'll come to past even though this tough time...
JIA YOU!

STRESSED nowadays
just feeling tired, T.T
exam is around the corner. die die~~~
then haiz.
lazy to post this few daes. T.T
i want to stop the time!!!
LOL
just feeling that the time is running to fast sometimes.
thurs chinese paper, kinda of nervous now.
then the art preperation work haven't complete.
i had only done a little only. beri beri beri beri little.
haiz, can i complete the preperation work on time?
todae spend lots and lots of time on the art, doing the dotting using a black pen,
still need to make it look like shading T.T
i spend around 2 to 3 hours on dotting a pear, moreover the pear, look so ugly XP
feel like rotting at home. dun wanna do anything now,
BUT,
cannot!
cause exam coming,
need to study liao T.T
let's really work hard for God,
dun slack le!
aijia!!!

JIA YOU!!

btw,
i got into regent idol top 10 ^^
shld had post this long ago [around 5 daes ago] but i am just too lazy T.T

haiz, whatever it's happening now, forget and look at the future!